life is not easy and not as smooth as expected.

i may look happy and smiling infront of all.

but who noes there's sadness and sorrows behind all my smiles.

work..

been thru another freaking busy period.

f1 for 3days 26sep to 28sep.

worked opening till closing.

-_-"

but AT LEAST i still got the chance to sneak out to watch.

its really fun and excited.

aft f1.

here comes hari raya on 1oct.

its really so busy.

and somemore not enough crews.

coz most of my crews are malays.

so i dont really blamed them on coming to work late lah.

tats the only exception on tat day only.

other days i dont allowed!

well we all already so tried.

already not enough crews.

freaking customers can order:

'1 chicken leg and 2 potato'

'i want to order mcdonalds'

'i want mccafe'

its like TOTALLY OHH MY GOD lor.

shit all those customers.

den i went to my class on 13oct to 17oct.

learnt quite alot.

get to noe other ppl's experience.

get to noe more friends.

hmm love going classes.

but dont ask me to study full time.

think i cant make it ba

haa.

den went patch outing on 20oct.

i enjoyed.

not enjoying the games.

i think the games i plan for my crews are much more fun lor.

but enjoyed all the cam whore-ing with haffis and fadzli ba.

really cant stop laughing when with them.

and oso enjoyed pool session with my team.

although i did throw face there.

coz i duno how to play!

but i learnt abit and pick up some skills.

haa.

well thanks haffis and fadzli for acc me go early in the morning.

the both of them did closing the day b4.

and i forced them to acc me go.

coz if i go alone without them.

not fun de lor.

hee thanks ehh freaks.

=p

but i oso feel sorry for haffis coz he still need to go back store do closing aft the outing.

he dont want coz he says he's tired.

i did help him talked to james.

but james still nv change his mind.

i told him i take over him but he refused.

hmm sorry =(

well anw!

i had FINALLY handover crew scheduling this difficult task to haffis liao!

haha.

n i took over inventory.

its totally stranger to me.

but i believe i can learn alot from it.

still in the process of learning.

well i always turn to haffis if i've got qns.

tat day ended up he bombed me with alot of qns and i cant ans all.

and ya thanks for all ur qns.

made me cant update my chart.

if james looked for me.

i will find haffis!

lols.

hmm well.

now i've a goal target wish and hope.

by the end of the year 2009...

(:

ohh!

had went to OBA dinner on 18oct.

saw so many teachers.

mr sng.

mr francis.

mr khng.

mr seah.

ms tay.

mrs chou.

mrs tan so wah.

mrs dolly ong.

and saw tat WU GUI oso.

argh!!

yup yup.

im happy tat i went.

satisfied!

(:

u've seen my pretty side.

and now u had saw my ugly side.

u're the one who im afraid to see when im troubled.

u're the only one who i burst into tears when i see u.

u're the only one who can dig out my heart and mind just to let me speak out.

thanks for your hugs.

thanks for your shoulder.

i love you.

(: